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2006-06-24 - it scares me.
2006-06-20 - taking my leave.
2006-06-19 - i am a butterfly, but you wouldnt let me die.
2006-06-19 - all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me.
2006-06-19 - came as a gift from a good friend.
2006-06-18 - oh god it feels like forever.
2006-06-18 - dont know how much time has passed.
2006-06-18 - old habits or some such nonsense.
2006-06-18 - my best attempt at explaining a complex situation.
2006-06-15 - color me excited.
2006-06-15 - who makes these things.
2006-06-14 - time to play.
2006-06-13 - its been awhile.
2006-06-13 - used to say "he never had a down day!"
2006-06-11 - language was invented so people could lie.
2006-06-11 - california, rest in peace.
2006-06-10 - tell me, just how dangerous is second best?
2006-06-09 - hoorah.
2006-06-08 - sup summer.
2006-06-08 - the district sleeps alone tonight.
2006-06-08 - walk away.
2006-06-07 - even the cards told me i'm moody.
2006-06-07 - damn it feels good to be a gangster.
2006-06-07 - he said, "we just have to hope we never love eachother."
2006-06-07 - graceless lady, you know who i am.
2006-06-07 - maybe i'm not up for being a victim of love.
2006-06-07 - then i realized i didnt care.
2006-06-07 - wreck of the day.
2006-06-06 - i dont know who abandoned who.
2006-06-06 - blah blah bored.
2006-06-03 - this was almost my creative writing homework, by the by.
2006-06-03 - why am i posting so many entries?
2006-06-03 - but i will be the only one who gives & lets you in tonight.
2006-06-03 - lets make a fast plan, watch it burn to the ground.
2006-06-03 - oh, but its justified.
2006-06-02 - you will be the death of my youth, i swear to fucking god.
2006-06-02 - just wait a minute.
2006-05-30 - you're making me want to need to know how to climb out of a hole.
2006-05-30 - it pretty much made my day
2006-05-28 - let me go.
2006-05-28 - you dont know me too well, you aint seen my bad side.
2006-05-28 - best of luck with your heart attacks, your broken backs, & "better him than me"
2006-05-26 - prom night.
2006-05-26 - he does this thing where he doesnt take his eyes off mine, he doesnt even blink. it makes people stare at us.
2006-05-24 - i'm hoping he has heart failure.
2006-05-23 - it makes me want more, but you just want to leave.
2006-05-22 - i swear, no more of this for awhile.
2006-05-22 - fall breeze blows outside, i dont break stride
2006-05-21 - i chime in with a "havent you people ever heard of closing the goddamn door?"
2006-05-21 - she made a subtle proposition; i'm sorry love, i'll have to turn you down.
2006-05-19 - no witty title. i just really need to get laid.
2006-05-18 - i know it, its a shame, a shame i cant show it.
2006-05-16 - speechless.
2006-05-15 - here i am expecting just a little too much from the wounded.
2006-05-14 - a letter to my mother.
2006-05-12 - the teenage guide to popularity.
2006-05-11 - plus it makes scary noises when driven.
2006-05-11 - you represent & actively encourage all of my worst habits.
2006-05-10 - a long night spent with your most obvious weakness.
2006-05-09 - this will never work.
2006-05-09 - after several attempts at explaining the situation
2006-05-07 - just so long, just so long it dont mess up his hair
2006-05-04 - but then again.
2006-05-04 - he said, "how much karma can one man take?"
2006-05-02 - it doesnt matter if its good enough for someone else.
2006-05-01 - the more you shake, the more you give away.
2006-04-29 - cold contagious.
2006-04-29 - should we try to get along?
2006-04-20 - anna begins.
2006-04-20 - you have no idea how excited i am.
2006-04-20 - sweet you rock, & sweet you roll.
2006-04-18 - if i felt anything, i'm sure i'd have more to say.
2006-04-18 - now there's never any interest to lose.
2006-04-18 - i'm watching the tv on mute.
2006-04-18 - write me up an identity.
2006-04-18 - i'm so afraid of the gift you give me.
2006-04-15 - i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have.
2006-04-09 - these pills arent working anymore.
2006-04-06 - lets make a fast plan, watch it burn to the ground.
2006-04-05 - i thought people only did that on tv.
2006-04-03 - someone please shoot me.
2006-04-02 - nothing hurts like your mouth.
2006-04-01 - i've been exhibiting destructive behavior.
2006-03-29 - i saw you as an error.
2006-03-29 - hold on tightly, let go lightly.
2006-03-26 - konstantine.
2006-03-26 - strangers with chemicals can still distract me.
2006-03-22 - i just want to break you down so badly.
2006-03-22 - we lay, we lay together - just not too close, too close...how close is close enough?
2006-03-18 - the best (not to mention the worst) idea that i've ever had.
2006-03-16 - i love unknowingly consuming illegal substances.
2006-03-15 - steady as she goes.
2006-03-14 - idiot.
2006-03-14 - i'm still too dead for my liking.
2006-03-13 - hello nickelodeon.
2006-03-12 - these pills take away what makes you alive.
2006-03-12 - maybe nows not the time.
2006-03-11 - he said i was a brilliant writer, but i'm not so sure now.
2006-03-04 - you might not know what that means.
2006-03-03 - but i'm not connected to my emotions anymore.
2006-03-03 - it was a retaliation.
2006-02-13 - ps.
2006-02-13 - candy's good fun, though.
2006-02-12 - this should be fun.
2006-02-11 - it made me laugh.
2006-02-10 - i'm a fool, but you're the best part of my day.
2006-02-06 - hahaha.
2006-02-05 - i say thats not quite true.
2006-02-05 - rat-tat-tat-tat meets punch & judy.
2006-01-28 - give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention.
2006-01-24 - & i havent slept at night since before christmas.
2006-01-22 - i'm ending this.
2006-01-20 - i'm not sure if i ever really knew until tonight.
2006-01-19 - i'm ridiculous.
2006-01-18 - it kind of hurts, but more importantly, it pisses me off.
2006-01-15 - waiting is all you can do sometimes.
2006-01-09 - tongue tied.
2006-01-02 - written by an insomniac.
2005-12-28 - i know cause he told me. oh my godddd.
2005-12-26 - further proof that i never change.
2005-12-23 - its love that leaves, that breaks the seal of always thinking you would be real.
2005-12-23 - one song, glory
2005-12-17 - interest after interest..
2005-12-15 - when hes sad i cant stand it.
2005-12-12 - i wish you'd seen us.
2005-12-11 - i never really believed it, but you did.
2005-12-06 - i'm falling apart to songs about hips & hearts.
2005-12-04 - agoraphobia.
2005-12-02 - this is still ridiculous.
2005-11-30 - & i know it isnt fair.
2005-11-28 - someday you will find me caught beneath the landslide.
2005-11-23 - testing, one, two, wake the fuck up.
2005-11-23 - it was a good day.
2005-11-21 - i lied today.
2005-11-18 - i dare you to move like today never happened.
2005-11-16 - its raining & i can't breathe properly.
2005-11-06 - i'm indecisive/stupid. please help me.
2005-11-05 - fucking horoscope. every day you piss me off.
2005-11-02 - i am such an idiot.
2005-11-01 - best damn day of the year.
2005-10-30 - i feel sick.
2005-10-28 - but then i realized this man will never equal freedom.
2005-10-28 - i always see it as a good sign.
2005-10-26 - i was supposed to be the one who wanted this.
2005-10-26 - can you say "coward" ?
2005-10-24 - someone once told me i wasnt ready for this.
2005-10-24 - maybe we stopped being 17 somewhere along the way.
2005-10-21 - & neither have you.
2005-10-19 - i dare you to find me.
2005-10-17 - theres a good chance that this could turn out to be life altering.
2005-10-17 - or maybe i'm just tired.
2005-10-17 - so listen well, will you marry me?
2005-10-16 - i think i would hate myself.
2005-10-16 - as if i werent average enough.
2005-10-14 - je ne sais pas.
2005-10-13 - oh i keep walking away, & smiling like its allright.
2005-10-12 - because the truth is that i'm afraid.
2005-10-11 - another song about closing your eyes.
2005-10-09 - the blankets were the stairs.
2005-10-09 - i sense something.
2005-10-09 - someone had to tell you.
2005-10-07 - i'm getting mildly pathetic.
2005-10-06 - i havent felt this hurt in a long time.
2005-10-04 - third entry in a ridiculously short amount of time.
2005-10-04 - i still play with my pen. & it still flies across the room from time to time.
2005-10-04 - & i think that few things could be so comforting.
2005-10-02 - empire records.
2005-10-02 - it made me smile.
2005-10-02 - clair de lune.
2005-10-01 - & its october today.
2005-10-01 - whats the worst that i could say? things are better if i stay.
2005-09-30 - i think we said "friends"
2005-09-28 - i like to make believe we right the ship & sail away.
2005-09-26 - omega man.
2005-09-20 - the easiest things are so hard.
2005-09-18 - being sick pisses me off.
2005-09-17 - the more we try to change, the more we stay the same.
2005-09-16 - drugs or me.
2005-09-15 - it made me want to be that silence.
2005-09-12 - lavender shirt? what the fuck. i missed this.
2005-09-11 - i cant change.
2005-09-08 - i'm sorry it took me so long.
2005-09-06 - you move like water, i could drown in you.
2005-09-06 - she had the heart of a liar.
2005-09-06 - it felt like a lifetime.
2005-09-05 - i'm a nerd & actually want to go.
2005-09-04 - my icebreaker = "good tunes."
2005-09-03 - i forgot that i did.
2005-09-02 - all the stars & boulevards arent close enough.
2005-09-02 - it kind of makes me want to punch you in the face.
2005-09-01 - because we're all whores.
2005-09-01 - infatuation.
2005-08-31 - love can you love me babe, love, is this loving?
2005-08-28 - i'm not that good of a liar.
2005-08-26 - a joke of a romantic...dance dance, we're falling apart to half time.
2005-08-25 - the problem is i'll probably ignore him.
2005-08-24 - & i'm certain i must jump him soon.
2005-08-23 - if only i made sense when i spoke.
2005-08-22 - i think i'm having a panic attack.
2005-08-22 - i swear, no more of this for awhile.
2005-08-22 - fuck this.
2005-08-21 - i give myself a headache.
2005-08-21 - so stick that in your pipe & smoke it.
2005-08-20 - because neither one interests me for any amount of time.
2005-08-20 - french feel finger fuck.
2005-08-20 - my morality kicks your moralitys ass.
2005-08-20 - dont stand so close to me.
2005-08-20 - might as well be honest.
2005-08-19 - that was pretty lame.
2005-08-19 - i'll leave the lights down low so she knows i mean business.
2005-08-17 - ps this is my 3rd entry. lovers on the carousel wont ride forever. & "all we've ever had is now" fuck. this is quite possibly the longest title in the world. the end.
2005-08-17 - i love how i've quit talking about anything interesting.
2005-08-17 - i am ready, i am ready, i am ready, i am fine.
2005-08-16 - i keep opening up the box to check on them.
2005-08-12 - tuesdays gone.
2005-08-12 - i'll only marry someone who can quote the entirety of monty python & the holy grail.
2005-08-10 - shes crafty, & shes just my type.
2005-08-09 - colorblind's lament & other famous verbosities.
2005-08-07 - paint your face up something elegant.
2005-08-07 - bittersweet symphony.
2005-08-06 - i'm not inspired by anything these days.
2005-08-05 - i'm on fire when you're near me.
2005-08-04 - hey! i dont like you.
2005-08-02 - christian boys = need to get laid.
2005-07-31 - i've still got it.
2005-07-29 - cause i hate that.
2005-07-28 - the awkward ways we meet.
2005-07-26 - i'm as silly & foolish as they come, brash & bold like the tongue working to tickle your earlobe
2005-07-26 - its just pretend, oh darling, darling.
2005-07-25 - i know that starting overs not what lifes about, but my thoughts were so loud i couldnt hear my mouth.

 

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